This is an interview taken from The Hombu
annual magazine produced in Japan. It was conducted
by Hombu following Takeda sensei being awarded 8th Dan
by Doshu in 2006. It has been translated by
Ayano Seymour. ----------------------------
Tell us how you started teaching.
Takeda sensei:
I originally liked martial arts and used to practise
judo and kendo but one day I saw a news paper ad introducing
aikido as "mystic martial art" so I went to
see it in Yurakucho, Tokyo with curiosity. I saw people
being thrown one after another and decided to start,
thinking "it would be fun if I can do this".
It was when I was 20 or so.
Kisshomaru sensei, Arikawa sensei, Tada sensei, Tamura
sensei used to come to teach there. When I started,
each class had about 20 people, and 100 people all together.
At that time in training attacker attacked very hard...my
wrist was always swelling. But I never felt it was hard
or severe. I thought that was how aikido is and also
I was proud of it. My arm got bigger and bigger. I was
working in railway company but my arm couldn't fit in
the sleeve of my uniform anymore.
I still remember when some one was thrown on me when
my body was on the mats taking uke. This person's heel
hit my eye and it swelled up. When I went to see the
doctor he said, "I can't believe you didn't lose
your sight". I had severe hemorrhage in the eye.
When I had this injury, Tamura sensei was covering my
eye with his palm saying, "It'll be fine".
Tamura sensei was Macrobiotic so he might have had some
knowledge about natural therapy. That might be the reason
I didn't lose my sight.
Let us hear the story or memory of O-sensei.
T:When Yamaguchi sensei came back from Myanmar and started
dojo in Roppongi, Tokyo, I started to attend his class
there as well. Yamaguchi sensei told us stories about
O-sensei then I started going to Honbu dojo.
My impression of O-sensei was if I use one word, "light".
Doesn't mean bright or shinning but he had light which
makes the whole thing transparent.
The touch I felt from O-sensei in dojo was not much
sense of contact but was like electricity coming through
my body or electricity connecting O-sensei & I both
together. O-sensei led me when I was holding O-sensei's
arm but didn't feel like I was holding. Sort of assimilation.
Probably I should say getting sucked into bright black
hole.
How did you start teaching?
T: I didn't think about being a teacher at all at
the early stage. My only thought was "Aikido is
a great joy". I changed my jobs more than 10 times
to attend as many classes as possible during the day
as well (laughter). I still don't have a sense that
I am a teacher. I do Aikido because I enjoy training.
The opportunity to teach came when Nonaka Hifumi sensei
who was teaching in Kamakura was moving to his hometown
in Kyushu. Yamaguchi sensei told me to take over dojo
in Kamakura when I was 25.
I just said "OK, sure, thank you very much"
without thinking so much then moved to Kamakura from
Tokyo immediately. Yamaguchi sensei was surprised (laugh)
because if you had common sense you would just visit
there a few times a week but wouldn't change where you
live.
Even at that time, I meant to practise for myself rather
than teaching.
Kisshomaru sensei was very kind to me. Kisshomaru sensei
was same generation as Yamaguchi sensei, so Yamaguchi
sensei often brought Kisshomaru sensei along to training.
Sometimes when both teachers came to dojo together,
only 10 students showed up. It was such a waste but
precious moment. Kisshomaru sensei was trying to spread
Aikido at that time even so he had aloofness from the
world and didn't worry about small things and looked
after me warmly. I am very grateful that he was paying
attention to some enthusiastic students in my group.
They are now instructors in different places.
Yamaguchi sensei used to communicate with us heart to
heart even with high school students. It was not so
much like a teacher teaching a student but he was training
with them in the same realm. I was very impressed by
sensei's attitude and also hugely influenced by that.
How was Yamaguchi sensei like?
T: He was not like a martial artist but a philosopher
and insightful. He had his own worldly view or I should
say Universal view.
Yamaguchi sensei used to tell us about when he was a
pilot in air force in Edajima*. He said that the day
before going to battle, you don't have anything to do
after you prepare to die. At that moment he laid on
the grass and looked up the sky... thinking the sky
is beautiful, flower is blooming beautifully, and also
thinking about defeating foes attacking him. Having
tenderness to love nature or animals in one hand and
power to attack opponents to defend yourself in the
other hand. Life and Death, the world which contains
living and killing at the same time... The war came
to an end before Yamaguchi sensei went to battle after
all. He was ready to die then he survived. I guess he
had something to feel not through his intellect but
through his physical body what the meaning of life is.
*Edajima was the place pilots are trained
as Kamikaze suicide pilots.
You told us that you don't consider yourself
as a teacher. If so how do you lead the class?
T: I take practising Aikido as enjoyable and interesting.
If people don't agree with this, then no point forcing
my way on them but if they agree I say, "Let's
practise together". That is all I can do to be
honest.
If it is for beginners, I give them the idea that Aikido
is interesting and enjoyable. Because beginning is most
important.
The scroll I have in my dojo says "Aiki".
The monk who used to be a vice proctor of Eiheiji temple
happened to draw it for me. It is "Aiki" instead
of "Aikido". I asked why "do (way)"
is missing then what he told me was "You find your
own 'way'"(laughter).
It is tiring teaching weak-willed people or people without
intention. I don't think it is a good thing to feed
an animal, not letting them catch their own food. In
the same way people will end up waiting all the time
until some one comes to teach them if they don't make
an effort.
I sometimes unnecessarily help ones who are struggling
but it is usually a matter of time, having to wait for
them to change.
For example, Cheese or Natto need time to be fermented.
If this type of person has a good attitude and practises
enough, all I can do is keep quiet and wait.
For instance, about grading, I don't just grade automatically
because this person can do such and such techniques.
Depends on this person's attitude and enthusiasm if
I can tell this person will improve after a while, I
sometimes give recommendation to take grading test.
It is not detail of techniques I consider about but
more to do with their spirit, feeling towards training,
if they are passionate about it or not.
That is why I am very sorry that I don't consider myself
as a teacher. I don't mean teaching is bad or I don't
like teaching (laughter).
Yes yes, I think that is also a wonderful idea of teaching.
As the last question, please tell us your theme and
your goal in your aikido training, sensei.
T: I am feeling "Sumikiri (absolute clarity)"...
It is hard to explain. If your mind is clear, I think
your body will move without your intention. Without
depending on your will, but naturally according to the
situation.
If you are attached to one thing and staying one place,
it causes stress. It is not only in our training but
you can refer to your life style. It is best to do everything
freely. It is related to "sumikiri", in other
words don't be too eager. |